So I made a big mistake

From what I remember last week..

Thursday I worked. It was freakin busy. I went out to starbucks with Madalyn afterword. Good times.

Friday work. Busy again.

Saturday at about 4:45, we hear a loud boom and the place shudders. The lights went out. Twice the power tried coming back on. It pretty sweet. Just sat around and talked with people. We hooked up a phone to tell some of the customers we were out of power. We had to clean the fricken parking lot. Gross. Ed pranked me... At 7 I was allowed to go home. I hung out with my nephews. Around 10 Brandon and Mike picked me up. We drove around for a bit. Brandon showed us a chillium(sp?). We went to Chili's.
Servor: How many?
Brandon: 4...no wait 3. Lmao.
I didn't get anything. Later we tried finding Matt's place. Eventually we got there. Played a little ping-pong. Matt destroyed Brandon. Brandon smoked from Matt's vaporizer. We watched this comedian who was pretty funny. We left around 12. We stopped at Steinhauser. The merry-go-round was fun. We thought we saw a dead body and we freaked out..haha. Brandon is playing this stupid scary music, and then he turns to check that it isn't a body. I was so scared. I got home at like 12:30.

Sunday I went flying kites with my mom and nephews. I got my kite up so high. Later we went to my Aunt Renee's. It was boring. The food was good though.

Monday was alright. The weather was nice.

Tuesday my parents took me out. I got a bunch of new stuff at aeropostale. We had Outback Steakhouse for dinner. We all got steak and lobster. The lobster was alright, I'm not a big fan of it. The steak was pretty good, good have been a little less cooked. The mashed potatoes were delicious and pretty much everything else. My mom spilled my water everywhere..omg. We came home and relaxed. We heard a scary plane noise later. I thought I was going to die. It sounded like a plane about to crash.

Wednesday. School. I got an A on my psych test. We skipped history.

Thursday was my birthday. I woke up to Mike at 11. I took a shower. We hung out at home with my parents and sister for a little bit. They sang happy birthday to me. Mike and I went to Sommerset. He got my the new pokemon game. I bought some new perfume and shirts. Mike got cologne too. We went to eat at Chili's. I got ribs and they were pretty good. We spilt desert too. Came back to his house and relaxed. Hahah, his dad called me from the kitchen. We watched the hockey game. Took a bunch of pics. Then we played RE5.

Today I stayed until 11 at work. I am pretty tired right now. I got a new PS3 though which is sweet. Time to watch Whose Line and play pokemon.

I can't wait for summer. This the last month of classes. I have one more test in German, which is the final. I had a test today and it was pretty easy. Only one more paper in English, which isn't due until May 1st. I have a good idea on what to write about. Two more tests in Psychology, which one is this upcoming Monday. I'm hoping to get an A on this one. A paper is due for history on Monday. It's going to be pretty easy though. Only one last test for that class too. I got my test back today, and I wasn't expecting a good grade from my essay. However, it was a 96%. Sweet.

Today my history professor went into some political debate. He is so right though. With people so concerned about an abortion aspect of the health care reform(Which there is no abortion aspect...) The government doesn't fund abortions, and people should go look up the law, which has been around for awhile. However, they don't care about the lives of children the law would be helping. Or that there's funding to programs such as the military that kills innocent lives and capital punishment. Whatever, hypocrisy runs rapid.

They want us to allege and pledge
And bow down to their God
Lost the culture, the culture lost
Spun our minds and through time
Ignorance has taken over
We gotta take the power back!

Saturday was such a fun day at work. It was incredibly slow. Evan and me acted silly the whole night. "Welcome to- Oh shit there's someone in the lobby!" As I'm about to do a dance jig. Evan spilling ham everywhere and me cutting a pizza wrong. Oh, fun times.

Sunday wasn't so fun. My parents wanted my sister to leave after finding a needle in the bathroom. You could say I was disappointed, but that would be an understatement. I really liked having my sister around. Someone I could always talk and joke with. The fun times we had exercising. "ren-eh-ren-eh!". Laughing to Whose Line. My sister was never really around when I was younger, so it was like I finally got those times back. For only 3 months though...
I was pretty unhappy throughout the whole day. Me, my mom, and dad went shopping at Meijer. We picked up Dane and Damien. Mike came over later. We made cookies. I didn't want him to leave. I'm getting better.

It's been nice out. Mike and I played outside a little bit. Apparently I can bat with my left or right. We played Mario, watched the hockey game. Napped, and I freaked out when I woke up cuz I mistook my hair for a bug.

I had a killer headache all throughout school today. I work tomorrow. Maybe hanging out with Madalyn after? Friday is work. Saturday too, but hanging out with Mike and Brandon after. Should be fun...

I'm slacking on updating this thing...


What's new? Not too much. Break was this week. I didn't really do anything. Hung out with Mike and worked mostly. Had lunch with Madalyn on Friday which was nice. Work was fun on tuesday/thursday, but Friday and Saturday weren't that great. This is Jim's last week... :/
I'm going to miss him a lot.

I recently bought a PS3. It's pretty sweet, but messes up sometimes. It hasn't in quite awhile though. Mike bought Heavy Rain, which is a really sweet game. I got a horrible ending though. Oh well, I'll get the best ending next time.

I spent the night at Mike's on Wednesday. We baby sit Avery and Austin the next day. Ugh, I was sooo tired throughout the day. It was pretty fun though, even though Avery got silly putty in her hair.

I have a history test tomorrow, but I feel pretty good about it, and now I know what he expects. My grades have been decent. I've been starting to get A's on my english papers, so I might be able to scrape an A- in there. German is easy, so A in there. I'm so close to an A in psychology, and I'll probably get an A in history. It would be nice to make dean's list, but I guess it's not that big of a deal. I got more money in grants for next year, which is nice.

Time to go study and play God of War 3 now.

Let me see...

Last week I don't think I did too much. School was same as usual. I really like my history professor and assistant. They're liberal and I love it. I also like my psychology professor. Rarely am I ever bored in that class. There is just so much to know. I really want to become a neurologist though. I find the brain soo interesting, and now I'm becoming a nerd about it. Oh well.

We talked with Mr. Hall last week. It was...like talking with an old friend really. We didn't talk too much about school, but just every day shit. He's funny as usual, and now it seems he has faith in Mike and I? Well, he told us we should buy a house soon. And even gave us an invite to his house. Crazy guy.
Later on Mike and I hung out. We went to the mall and whatnot. I love that boy very much.

I worked Thursday, Friday, and Saturday. Nothing too special about those days. I got off early on Saturday which was super sweet. Mike soon got me and we met up with Justin. We went to his brother's apartment. They were setting up Life. Under our current conditions, it's needless to say we didn't play long. Mike watched as I played my DS. Shortly after we played pictionary, which we won. Then some scattergories. Watched SNL after that. Mike, Justin, and I all got hungry and wanted McDonalds. Driving out there it was all dark and spooky out.
"Martin! You spooked the poop out of me!" lmfao
Justin said nigger to the girl at the thing and I think she heard...so stupid. But, my food was delicious. Back home we were all relaxing and heard a noise. Justin went to investigate and the closest door almost opens. We ran away like the three stooges. It was just a chair seat that fell down a little bit. So scary, but funny at the same time. It took me awhile to sleep from Mike's odd sleep talking and Justin's mumbling. Left at like 10ish. Such a fun night. I just wish Ted would have been there too. And I can care less what anyone says about pot, because it can be fun as hell.

So last week and whatever else.

Only I spent the night at Mike's on Saturday. It was fun though. We played video games and watched home videos. It's crazy seeing yourself as a little kid. And people that are dead. Sad and happy at the same time.

We went out to breakfast on Sunday. I ate so much. Later on I played with Dane and Damien. We made a giant fort in the living room, and I played DS with Damien.

Monday was a giant snow storm. School didn't close. Mike and I skipped our first class. I only came for a meeting with my english teacher. Mike's psych class ended up being canceled as well as history. We were very happy. Afterwords we went sledding with my sister and her friend. Soooo many people. We didn't stay long. Came back to Mike's and we got Subway. We played some good old Left 4 Dead.

Wednesday was alright. My german test was kinda hard. I had no english class, so I napped. Psychology and history were interesting.

I worked Thursday and Friday. Friday was busy...

Saturday me and my mom finished my fafsa. I got ready and untangeled my necklace. I went over to Mike's. As soon as Austin sees me, "Niney!" Runs and hugs my legs. No response to Mike. When Avery gets there and sees I'm here. "DADDY! NIKKI'S HERE!!" I don't understand why they love me so much, but they do. :)
We had dinner and it was delicious as usual. We had dessert too. I had to come for things...and and I try to back up away from Jason's truck. Well, I got a little too close to the ditch, and I tried to fix it, but it was too late. My back tire went in. I almost got out, but nope. It was stuck. Mike and I tried to fix it, but nothing. Mike got his dad and they tried. I was rocking in the car. Finally Kevin and Jason help too and they got me out. Mike's dad fell, and I thought I was going to go flying back. Quite interesting, haha.
We came back to the house and said goodbye to everyone. Mike and I went to Ted's. Justin was there.
Justin drove up to Sonic. I got a tot. As we come back Justin's knob for turning his lights off broke off. We spent some time fixing that. Finally we eat and whatnot. Ted introduced us to chat rollette. That was fun. Justin's southern accent was the best. Many guys asked to see my tits. We saw a guy's penis. And a bunch of other random people. "wanna see my pussy?" "yeah" I hold up Ted's cat, Liam. Hahha. We played Trouble and Pictionary through out it. Mike and I kicked ass. We talked and whatnot. We all did Anchorman and the Hangover quotes. Mike, me, and Justin slept on Justin's air mattress. UGH, worst night of sleep ever. Too hot, no room, Mike snoring, and Justin's mumbling. At 6 in the morning Justin gets up and sleeps on the floor. We all have a quick conversation. Lmao. Mike and I were stuck in the middle. Woke up at 10. Mike went home and I then drove home. I relaxed most of the day. Watched Coraline, which was good.

I gotta say Saturday was one of the funnest hang outs we've had in a long time.

Um...

Last Friday I baby sat with Mike. We had Little Caesars, which was pretty good. Took Austin downstairs for a long time. He was really good. Mike changed him...no poop though. Damn. I read Austin a bed time story..haha he kept changing the page before I could finish. We watched some tv and Mike went out and got us Dairy Queen. Mm yummy. They came home at like 11, and Mike took me home.

Valentine's Day was fun. We went out to eat at Red Robin, and it was delicious. We went back to his house and played games. I love him lots.

School this week was alright. I got my history test back, an 82! So that means right now I have A/B in all my classes. I really want to get all A's and I think I can do it. Surprisingly the hardest class would be english. Which, english is so annoying. I hate group work so much. I have to do some stupid self evaluation thing, but next week I don't have to go to that class, so it's sweet.

Work was fun on Thursday.

I talked with Madalyn, so I'm glad we can still be friends. I miss her lots.

Yesterday was not the best day...but I guess it proves that Mike and I can make it through a lot of shit together. I'm lucky to have him.

Work today...spending the night at Mike's after. I'm hoping Ted will be there.

And then Sunday a nice relaxing day.

I'd like to say that I'm happy. In a sense, I am. School is going really well. I have great professors. But, I don't do much. I go to school, work, and hang out with Mike. I haven't seen Ted and Justin in over a month. Why is it so hard? Ted works a lot and goes to school on the days we have off. Justin works a lot and is now hanging out with Michelle Andrews again, which is sure to end bad. I long for the summer. Maybe some things will fall back into place? I don't know though. I feel entirely shitty and guilty for just giving up on friendships, but I can't do distance. Or maybe I could if I tried harder. Last semester really killed me though. I wish I could make some friends at Wayne State, but it's hard. If I didn't have my sister right now...I'd be crazy. Every girl friend I had is gone. Oh well, what happens, happens. I'm a firm believer of no regrets.

Then there's Mike, who is my saving grace. Even after all this time, I love him more as the days go on. He's one of the few that truly knows everything about me. The one before him was Justin Case, but he was just my childhood friend. I can't wait for what the future will bring, though I do worry sometimes. People who've dated for a way longer time than us break up. I hope that never happens, but I guess I have to be realistic. I'll just be glad I had someone like him in my life.

It's still up for grabs on what I want to do in my life. Psychology is fascinating, and I'm really interested in brain and behavior. Of course I still love animals. I just want to take care of them, but I really don't want to go to school forever. I guess there's plenty of time to make up my mind though.

Last week was pretty good. Mike finally got over being sick. We hung out a lot. Played video games, went out to eat, usual stuff. We visited some teachers on Thursday. It was nice talking with Mr. Kment and Mr. French. No Mr. Hall though...maybe next week.

Work has been up and down. Just some days I don't want to be there, but then the next day I have so much fun. At least this weekend I have Friday and Sunday off. It's been like 2 months since I've had a Friday off. I get to baby-sit Austin with Mike on Friday. That'll be fun.

Monday: School....long.

Tuesday: Work. Me just in the back, wasn't too bad. Mike got sick this day.

Wednesday: Mike dropped me off at school. I skipped History.

Thursday: Work.

Friday: Work, insanely busy. Kellie is stupid. I came home and played pictionary with my mom, dad, and sister. It was a lot of fun. Me and my sister won. Dad: "There's nothing here". We also played Trouble, which my sister won by getting 3 sixes in a row and then a four.

Saturday: Work. I went over to Mike's right after. We just laid on his bed and talked. He eventually decided to get Wendys. It was yummy, but he got a little sick after. I missed him a lot.

Today: Damien's little bday party. I fixed his toy. People were very loud. I ate some cake...
Went to work. OMG I felt so sick. I tried to ignore it, but I ended up asking Jim if I could go home. So much for 27 hours...now it's just 23. Good enough I guess.

Tomorrow is school all day. Tuesday I finally get to hang out with Mike, but I have to study for history.

Things aren't the same and will never be the same. With anything.

Last Sunday: Work.

Monday: I hung out with Mike I think.

Tuesday: Mike and I went ice skating later in the day. It was a lot of fun, but tiring. I pulled some muscles and got some bruises. Afterwords we went out to eat at SnS. It was delicious. As we were leaving this lady is just laying on the ground. The employees were around her and a ambulance came. Crazy. Picked up my sister and came home.

Wednesday: School. Not bad.

Thursday: Did nothing.

Friday: Worked. Mike came over after and we watch Zombieland. It wasn't bad.

Saturday: Worked. Plans fell through. Mike ended up coming over. I was his designated driver. We went back to his house to pick up his stuff. I saw Mike's dad in his underwear...omg. We watched tv and played Trouble. I made pancakes in the morning.

Today: Worked again. I got to go home early. THANK GOD.
Ugh..I have 27 hours next week.

Monday: School
Tuesday: Work from 2-9.
Wednesday: School
Thursday-Sunday work. I might just kill myself.